One by one day I'm getting crazy!!
How long can I tolerate it ?
I have no idea.
Friends became lesser
I told myself it's nothing.
What i have to do is wait.
This is a secondary life and I've to accept it.
I mean who cares about it ?
No one.
As usual, I'll have to go through all these problems by myself.
=(
I don't know what I want.
Nor what I don't want.
I just want to live happily but it seems hard for me.
I'm different from the others.
Why must this happen to me?
Why can't I have a happy life?
WHY?
I want to be as happy as all my friends.
I felt unhappy when we were not friends anymore.
But does it even matter?
I don't think so.
Since now you're so happy with them I guess I better not interrupt.
The past we'd spent were nice.
Memorable yet happy.
Maybe I should just forget about what we'd played and laughed about .
This is the only way I can forget you as a friend and continue my own life.
But i can't!!
I've been standing strong up alone all the while.
Thinking back of the past is useless for now .
Maybe it won't after we're friends?
But when will that be?
Answer to the question I'm not interested in it anymore.
I've changed.People change, you change I change.
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